明明知道，有一天，你会离开？

为什么，我还在这里，守候。

I'm not expecting anything in return from you. Im not. But just disappointed. Unappreciated. Why are you when i needed you? When I'm sick, where are you?

Soft spoken, understanding you.
But who to understand me?

And I cry myself to sleep every night.

You just don't understand me.

Why didnt the lorry just knocked me down?

I cant meet the expectation of others. Yes, so what if im just a part timer. other feels that i should know EVERY single thing. is shift messy my fault? am i even a junior captain or a manager who is running the shift? im just a part timer to be there to work to earn money! is the whole shift messy my fault? didnt i do my job? why am i always the one to be scolded. just bcos whenever ppl scold mi, i didnt talk back, and tats it? ppl take mi fr granted and scold me whenever they like.... scold me, stare at me, throw temper at me, just cos i didnt say anithing back? is tis fair to me? why am i the onli girl to be scolded huh? other girls looks weak, looks cute, small size, looks innocent, den jiu wont be scolded lar? why am i the one? pls, for goodness sake, im not that strong. is crying my fault as well? yes , i admit i cried easily but it could nt be controlled.