Probably it's true that a relationship is just like flying a kite . We have to pull and let go at times . It's good to be opening up the thoughts to each other rather than doubting every single day. It's good to have freedom too , probably this is what we want .

Feigning ignorance makes my life easier too. No matter what I see , I just have to pretend I don't know anything . Probably , making myself feel better.

And so , having trust and faith makes me happier .... And I tell myself , no more doubt , see things on a lighter note. 看开就开心，不要想太多。

You always sensed that something is wrong yet you never know what goes wrong . If you had read my blog, you would have known . I just want you to remember your promises you had made and stop flirting .

知道太多不好。我选择不闻不问。真的是 "A leopard never changes its spot" 。 现在我相信了。 说了也没用。你也不听。说了又不听，听了又不懂，懂了又不做，做了又不服。。。 那，我还有说活的余地吗？

都不知道你到底会不会读到这一切？


心， 以麻木了。

If you feel that going to her wedding is important , go ahead . I'm not stopping you anymore . It's your choice , afterall . There isn't a need to say because of me and you are not attending , if you feel that you want to go , you can always turn up . It's your leg , no one can stop you .

Why cant you just be sensitive to how I feel? I dont like it I just dont like it!

Still wide awake. Sometime I wonder, its hard for me to ask you certain things. Is it cause Im not good at words or you just dont feel like saying?