You just don't understand . I don't like you go out with her , even though she is married , even though you guys are going out in a group . What I don't like is that everytime you already decided where to go , what to do ....so what's the point of telling me when you have already make a decision ? No matter I go , I always inform you . But you will never let me know . Probably I would be kept in the dark if I had not thrown temper yesterday .... Perhaps .....


You thought you knew me , you thought you knew .

Alone .

I do not know why , but I have been feeling down recently .... I feel bad too , but the feeling to be squeezed in the middle, do any of you understand ? Everybody thinks that I forced you to BBQ the food, but ... Sigh . Whatever other says or think , I will just keep it in .. They don't understand .... Why must I learn how to satisfy every single one when nobody cares about how I feel ??

Okay , you got your bike , you get what you want ... But all I want is for you to ride safely ... I'm not gonna ask you promise anymore things .... You always make your decision without me , so it doesn't make any difference ...

Don't like it again ! Whatever . Whether you will tell me or don't tell me , it's up to your choice ! Why must I always find out that you go out with them , including her only when I see her tag u in Facebook or when your friend accidentally spill out ? I'm jus like a fool !

Can't wait for the Uss trip ! Can't wait till e end of all my exams ! Can't wait to spend more time with u ! (:

Really don't like the way you talk to me . Must you scold me ? Unreasonable . Hais

Where is my kite flying, roller blade, ice skating, beach ? ):

I understand that it is a little expensive for you for the USS. But it is not a matter of I have went before and why do I still want to go again? I just wanna go with you, get it? It is different to go with colleague and with boyfriend. The feelings are different. I was kinda of disappointed of course when you said as though I was forcing you to go. You know how much I wanted to go. And you promised to bring me to go. Nevermind, its okay. The decision lies in you. I dont wanna bother anymore. Promises are meant to be broken anyway. Dont make promises if you could not fulfil it.

You are different , the most unique I ever found in my life . You are not that romantic at all to me , even though I really wished that you are. You just give me a special feeling.... As I was doing closing today for the housekeeping night , I suddenly remembered how I used to wait for you when you close your cash... I wished , I could turn back time and freeze the time ... I really miss those days ...

I love you .