Still feeling uncomfortable the fact that you went mj with them , or rather , with her . I know it's nothing wrong , she's your friend , and you guys are in a group but I just can't help it but to feel uncomfortable. I always leave it to you if you wanna go out with them . I don't wish to be unreasonable either . When can I be more " 大方" enough and not to feel uncomfortable when she is there ? I'm not a fool , not a fool enough to act as if nothin happen even if all those that she scolded me on were the past. Not a fool enough to believe that she was not scolding me

Awesome! Term break! To be exact, it only last for a month, but who cares?! But at least I'm free from studying for a moment! (:

Time for me to get back to work to earn some allowance for myself again. Not used to this kind of life, still prefer the independent side of mine. (;


CHIONG SANDY CHIONG

你， 害怕死亡吗？


最近，对死亡的感触很深。偶尔会担心自己会不会就不明不白地离开这个世界。死亡，不分年龄，也不会有任何警告。来就来，去就去。最可怕的是，若你离开，也不知道。人，只活一次。并没有什么九条命。所以，我的人生，就是要做我爱做的事。什么不愉快的事，我只允许自己不开心一天，然后，人生就因该精精彩彩地过， 这，才是我美丽的人生。

已经二十二岁了，可是我还有很多事还没做，很多梦想还没实现。 加油吧！我可以的！

Lying on my bed, having a very bad tummy pain. The bad pain that I had two years ago, totally freak me off.. How I wished you are by my side right now... Oh well... o.O ... 

Sometimes, life's amazing. I have realized that whatever that had happened in the past, ultimately, they are nothing, but the past, but the memories. So all the more in life, we should learn how to cherish what we had now.

I have been thinking a lot about my future. Whether can I open my own cafe... whether I will have my own house, own family, and of cause , marry to the guy I love... 

How to be successful in life? It is to forgive and forget the past. (: Girls always forgive, but never forget. I wished to do both of them. Can I? 

Unknowingly, we have been together for 22 months, and 3 days.. and Im still counting.. and I hope the number is infinite. (:

爱，真的很奇妙，不是吗？

什么是爱情？

爱，就是两个人幼稚地为很多小小的事情吵架。
爱，就是一张开眼就想看到对方。
爱，就是呼吸着有彼此的空气`。
爱，就是想握着彼此的手不放。
爱，就是一起数星星。
爱，就是把对方给喂肥，然后笑对方肥。
爱。。。。 没什么叫真爱，或永远的爱，或永远的甜美。
爱，最终会剩下的只有。。。信任，包容，体谅。
那，就是爱。

我们的爱。

This kind of life, how long will it last?

My life in the future, how would it be like? And to my future.... I'm really looking forward to it. Be it are you the guy of my life, or not, I have plan my life ahead.... If we are really fated, we will walk through this path together...



Come on Sandy, you will be successful one day and fulfil all your dreams!

I'm sorry. I'm nothing, but just a burden.