I know I do not belong there anymore and I do not know where do I belong?

It's sweet to see people celebrating their birthday happily. All of a sudden, I feel that all these year, for my birthday, it's nothing much special. And years passed by. Every year.




Well, perhaps it's time to go back Mac Cafe? Will i have too much commitment by that time?

That sentence hurt. Seriously hurt.

What is different people defination of care and concern? It can be seen and it can be felt. What's yours?


Where are you when I truly needed you? Care and concern is not by words only. It's not just telling me "be strong" will do. Well, as I said, different people different thinking, I cant control yours, neither could u control mine. But where are u when i need a hug frm u? telling me that everything would have been fine.


It's ok. It's alright. Everything's gonna be fine, I believe.

TIRED.



Not Appreciated.

I seriously had enough of everything...whats the point of getting a mc but you still need to work from home...when you tell your superior that you realli sick and not due to yr mum's condition, they stop replying you. what is all this? they don trust u. and they don care about u at all. dey don bother if u are realli sick but they want u to get the things to be done.... if i have the energy to go work, i would go. i would not have taken a mc...\


nvm. i will just do whatever i have to...at least i see how everything is like now...yes..tis is adult world and reality...do they even treat an intern student like a human? the ans is. NO

I should have viewed life in a lighter note.

If today was your last day, and tomorrow was too late. Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past, donate every dime you have? What's worth the prize, is always worth the fight. Every second counts, cause there's no second try, so live like you'll never live it twice.

Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind, And try to take the path less traveled by.

Who is worth for me to fight for, and am i worth to be fight by others?

Sometimes a guest would appreciate and cares more than what an employer or colleagues does. Go on. This is the beginning of everything. Never say never, never stop your pace, or you gonna lose out.

There are moments in which i wished to have cry out loud. No matter how strong I'm, I need someone to care. Anyone. I do not need reprimandation. I need advise. I know what I'm doing. I know what I'm striving for. But what's the worth of it? How much would it cost to gain the care and concern of someone? What could have been the best way to release all the stress level other than typing here in the blog? Who can I turn to?

If I had all the power in the world, I would buy time. I would have time to rest, time to work, time to spend with the one I wished to. Time, is all I need.

Never had I felt so depressed before. I'm stopping, slowing down. Why do I still feel the same? I need a break from everything.


Why isn't me as strong as the past? Phew~ One blow from the wind and I fall. Why is the ME that never says die? That never admit defeats? That reach her goal?


Always yearning from understanding from other people. Who would have? Because everybody is an individual. No one can ever understand anyone else cause all is pumping with different hearts.


Having 2 jobs, is seriously not easy.

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Today marks the first day of me starting work at PoMo. Daily routine. Train-ed to workplace. Doing the same thing, but at different places. Menu changes, and it seems to have brought me back to one year ago when I first started joining Tcc. The feeling, the moments, is all different.

Vroomz, doing bar on the first day. Searched high & low for the items, but what to do?

No matter where i am, everything would be the same.


Four more weeks to go, i cant wait for everything to be over as soon as possible.