Sometimes, looking at how perfect other people are. I stopped for awhile and looked at myself. What is it that Im not better off than them? Why do i still feel so inferior? Afterall, it's the past.

Am I really not worth the love?

Life, is not as simple as what we think. Every single people that I met changed " the path of my life " You did too. You taught me how to be independent. It is not a coincidence that I met you in my life, perhaps, it is all fated and we went through one big round, it is beyond scientific explanation.


Good memories bring you joy, happiness, sweetness and all the good stuffs. But that doesnt mean bad memories always bring you sorrow and sadness. We gain, we lose, and we learn something from every relationship. Memories are the past moment that you had in your life, what we need to do is to look forward and not backward. What we should be worrying about is not the past, because human can't override time/
Life seems like a straight road with an ending point with and dead end sometimes, as though its the end of every single thing, but who knows, there might be a corner somewhere around the end?

Goals?

It doesn't matter who you are, what you have succeeded in the past or how glorious you can be. It's all the past and no point glossing over those moments. Instead, use them to remind you that you can in fact achieve your future goal.


Yes, a goal that I cannot achieve will not be my goal. Once I set my goal, I go all out for it and never give up. And yes, they are my studies and driving. These 3 years, I will get them no matter what!

Life without you feels weird, feels lonely. And practically I'm missing you every second.... ;( Well, it could be a good and bad way to start off... At least, in these two years, we can know if we are true to each other. I will be true, I belive you too!

Missing you!

Awww.... Sad that you have to serve NS.... Well, I will still wait for you for 2 years no matter what. (: Im starting to miss you already... howwwww???? Tell meeeee howwww???

I have no idea but suddenly all our past flashes through my memories.... Before we got together, after we got together.. how we quarrelled... the happy and bad times... and suddenly, it makes me feel like i just do not want to do anything but just sit down and wish that you are by my side...are you feeling the same way too??


It's already 10.20pm ... Why arent you calling me? I thought you able to make a phone call at 9.30pm? Did you chose not to call me or kana tortured by officers? Well, i shall try to think on the bright side...


;( x 100!

Teared

Tell me, how many times must I cry over you again. Probably giving a couple of hands and fingers wont help in the counting. I have never cried so badly before. You are the first one to make me feel that way. Why? Am i not doing enough or am I not the right girl?

To trust someone is not as easy as ABC, you broke my trust again. To open your heart for someone new in your life is not easy as well. Promises and trusts are meant to be broken. Human are so naive and easy to be manipulated. To love someone completely is just like fairy tales.We are adult enough to realize that we need to get out of fairy tales and start to grow up.


In life we always struggles what we should believe in and what we should ignore. Every human are born to be liar it just the matter how good they are, Guys are good at covering their own ass.

When guy told you he is never going to lie to you, well that is the greatest lie he ever told you. Ladies always fall for the trap that guys set for them, they always buy the story without thinking twice. Guys are sweet talker just like bear can’t live from honey and the best part is ladies love honey, so ironic isn’t.

Life is always full of pros and cons, it is good that you love someone fully and truthfully, but when something goes wrong in the relationship it might backfire at you. So what can you do?

Well, Do not love someone fully or truthfully unless they are your other half, if there is percentage of loving someone, it is the best you put in 75%. So when love let you down at least it won’t cause so much damage on yourself and you can easily move on. Especially ladies, you girls might look tough from outside but from inside you girls are as fragile as a layer of thin glass.

And yes, the thin glass of mine is totally shattered. TOTALLY!



Folks remember, sometimes in life you need to be a little bit selfish to protect yourself from others.