Once ; twice ; never....

Being hurt once and twice is enough ; or rather more than enough I should say. When can you ever understand that I was serious and totally affected by you? All you do was to smile while I'm crying and hurt. Why must all these go over and over again like a cycle? Tell me, how am I supposed to find the trust and faith in you again? I tried to trust you again since last year, but all these had to happen again.

Am I not being a good girlfriend enough or are you lonely? Am I not spending enough time with you? Whats wrong seriously?


Totally hurt by you this time round ; I guess I wont be able to find back the trust I had in you anymore.

Thank god, I will LOVE myself more from now on.

I hope you would read this, if it happened again, sorry, I will be gone forever.

Hurt. Blinded. Gone.

Even though it was just a short trip to town with you and it's just a window shopping , I really enjoyed it ... You are the love of my life...

Well, girls are always sensitive ... Don't you know this ? I dunno why I'm being sensitive ... It's not a matter of no trust .. But it's a matter of how my heart feels .... Maybe I'm bein paranoid just because you are good friend to your ex.. Other people may be able to accept the fact that their current bf or gf can be friends with their ex.. But to me , I beg to differ ...