A sms, can show how a person feels to you. A copy and paste sms, a forwarded sms, simply just show that how much he do not bother about me. And the same sequence, the same sms to be sent to me, as though he is doing it in a sense of revenge. I hope u read this, but i know you never will read this. i dun feel good! maybe im thinking too much. but i just feel that, you are just gg out late night without telling me where u go, sending the same sms that i sent u, as though just to revenge.

Feel bad seeing your facebook post. Ya. You can say that I've forgotten my promise to you of helping you to do the sales analysis. I admit is my fault. hais. Than? I can help you but how can you help me?



Now it's the end of poly life and i have to start to work. Parents start to ask me for allowance & im lost of words cos I totally ran out of money. for whatever that I have done. Is it fucking worth it?

Want to learn drive car and no money too. money money money. I hate money! why must everything works only when there is money!?


fucked up life.

no directions in life. feel so empty. all the stress..................
mon. sch plus 2 projects
tues.sch plus project plus study for wed test
wed. sch plus event ppt plus test plus do ppt for thur plus hand in report
thurs. ppt, sch, proj, work
fri. sch, proj, work
sat, work OT

kill me



other ppl stress with studies only. to me , other than studies, i still have to think about work and relationship.... n, i cnt find anione to talk to...wat have my life become?

Really very tired with my life right now. Feel so empty. Im hating school. But he doesnt understand. The fear, the insecurity. No one understands. Ya, maybe I should have just go along with my life and stop complaining because there is no point in complaining.

明明知道，有一天，你会离开？

为什么，我还在这里，守候。

I'm not expecting anything in return from you. Im not. But just disappointed. Unappreciated. Why are you when i needed you? When I'm sick, where are you?

Soft spoken, understanding you.
But who to understand me?