Why do I have to face all the nags at home on my one and only off day out of this two weeks? Life seemed to be so meaningless for me. I might as well work for the whole of 7days every week. Lack of time, lack of sleep, lack of rest, lack of....many many things. I have no one to turn to. I wished you were here for me.

If saying how I feel would lead to a misunderstanding, than i would choose to remain silence. Than all I can ever do is just to remain silence, behind you, supporting you. I jolly well knew it that we do not have much time for each other. You are busy. I chiong work. I knew you could not accompany me, that's why I work. Very upset that all these would lead to a misunderstanding, that thought has never came to my mind. Sad, disappointed.

Let's just work hard towards our own life. Till my very last breath.

ilu, imu & inu.