Life is unfair. Isnt it? Why are others born with silver spoon and I'm not? Why are other people so protected and I have to do everything? Why should I put in so much effort when no one understands and appreciate it? Why whhy why? Why doesnt anyone just understand how do i feel?

I'm tired. Who would understand? All my complains, my rantings about life....Other people just viewing it that Im thinking too much...Im taking things too seriously...but....for whatever that I have done for friend, what do i get back in the end? in the end, its only an exchange for the time that I sacrifice for my family....


Why do i feel so stress. depressed. paranoid? I cried. I cried on the way home. I cried when I bath. I cried to sleep. Am i like kinda of suffering from depression? I have no idea. I have no one to talk to. Many thoughts running thru my mind...but who can help me?


i just feel like im a failure. all the success that i;ve done in the past, is the past. i failed in interviews now, i feel inferior. i don perform well. i get stress up easily. i made mistakes. why. why is all these happening....



if only, if only someone understand what im gg thru.... no matter who i talk to. no one understands. i could only confide my troubles to you (blog).


dear blog. i always envy other people life. they can have money at any time they want. they work for fun and not work for money. they do not need to worry about bills and stuff. they can buy anithing they like.... they have perfect birthday. they celebrated it with many frens, make it grand.... but i always have to worry about money. worry about this and that.... birthday, much less to mention it. crying on birthday.... hais...why? same people, different life... wat to do>