The battle between heart and mind . I hate to feel the sense of insecurity ... I want to be loved and pampered ... I wished you could be more romantic ... I wished you could be more sensitive on how I feel ... Perhaps , I'm asking for too much ...

I can't help but always compare our relationship to your past relationship ... Why do I see the sweetness you had with her and you could do anything for her ? Am I not worth you to do so ? Because you pampered them too much in the past and now you feel that I should not be pampered? Is it fair to me ?

I seriously envy those sweet couples having sweet memories ...