It sets me wondering ... Was it me , or was it others? Am I really so not perfect in the eyes of others ? September is a tough month for me... With the upcoming of studying three days a week ( not including the time for projects and self studying ) , FOR preparation n running service on FOr... Monopoly preparation n running first day shift for monopoly ... How am I going to do it seriously ? If I spend my time at work and studies ... How am I going to spend time on family and boyfriend?? I really need a breathe ... Ya, I can't blame anyone .. I was the one who choose to take up three modules , that was my decision ... But I really can't take it when other people say they are stress with their life when I'm going through much more than them ? Sometime I ask for a little understanding ... But no one does ... All I ever get is scolding scolding and scolding ... I had enough . I'm really tired of life ...