I understand that it is a little expensive for you for the USS. But it is not a matter of I have went before and why do I still want to go again? I just wanna go with you, get it? It is different to go with colleague and with boyfriend. The feelings are different. I was kinda of disappointed of course when you said as though I was forcing you to go. You know how much I wanted to go. And you promised to bring me to go. Nevermind, its okay. The decision lies in you. I dont wanna bother anymore. Promises are meant to be broken anyway. Dont make promises if you could not fulfil it.