Back to square one , same old question , how much do you love me ? Feel so awful when you just wanna leave the house like that, leaving me alone. I don't understand ... This period of time , is the hardest time for me... Can't you just give me a little understanding ? I knew that I might have let you wait for 5 minutes after work , but it is my full time job. We may not be able to go for movies or dates like other couples , I may be studying right after work and you are there to accompany me .. You may feel bored but please know that I'm fighting for my future , hoping that it is our future too ... How can I confide in you when I made problems at work ? Sometimes need a big hug from you after 9 hours of shift and from all the tiredness , but the first thing is to be scolded by you when I came to meet you ... Try , try to live me life .. The life of working 9 hours per day and studying 4 to 5 hours per day .. I may have my little temper , but how can I not have a temper ?? Even those managers without studying already cannot take it .. Or those full time crews can't take it .. How can I as a full time manager and a part time student take it ? I wanted so much to tell you how tired I am after work today , but I'm just putting up a strong front in front of everyone ! I wished to be myself in front of you , but now it seems impossible ...


I'm tired ... Real tired ..