It's a blessing to have you by my side.

I love you.

I wont fall. Life is so cruel. Thanks. I see what is happening to this world. It hurts, but who cares about how I feel? All they wanna is just to protect themselves. I work so hard, do so many things for them, and they go one round to make use of me.


If you say I slow, the more i will prove to others that Im not. See my difference. I do not need to tell anyone that you are lying. I will not say, but I will prove.

Ultimately, I'm not able to handle the stress level Im having right now. I just need someone to talk to, especially you. But it seemed almost impossible cause you have your own stress as well. The only thing I can help you is to remain strong myself, but it's really hard to do so.


It doesnt matter to put in so much effort. cause no one appreciate. Process is not something that is wanted by others, all they need is result to be proven. They wouldn't care that much on how hardworking you are. It doesnt matter seriously.


So, work smart, dont work hard. Seriously tired. Is that place a place for human to work in? Even part timers are all stressed up. Sooner or later, all part timers will be gone... I miss the team in the past. How we worked hard together, how we upsell, how we grab sales......But, that team is gone...everybody leave one by one....

No point being too hardworking, or teaching other too much. No one appreciate and ended up being said. So why should I help others? When other people dont care and think that it is not my job to do so. Meant to help but kanna said, so what to do? No one appreciate it and im just making myself tired thats all.

Chiong chiong chiong. Chiong work. Thats my life. Look for my own frens, find own entertainment. Challenge my life alone. Keep myself busy so that I will feel that Im the one who is busy, not having time for u n nt the other way round. Sad. hurt. but wat to do~? I need to be more understanding, trying to be, i will be. I wont complain.


Stay away, let you do your things. And I will face everything myself. I do not need anyone. I do not need any company. I will not cry, I will not shout tired anymore. Will just remain silence.

How should I give my schedule for next week? Continue to chiong work? Or take a rest? Too many things have been happening recently. Report undone, lack of sleep. There are many times that I'm really tired. Don't seemed to have much directions in my life. Someone, guide me please.

Why do I have to face all the nags at home on my one and only off day out of this two weeks? Life seemed to be so meaningless for me. I might as well work for the whole of 7days every week. Lack of time, lack of sleep, lack of rest, lack of....many many things. I have no one to turn to. I wished you were here for me.

If saying how I feel would lead to a misunderstanding, than i would choose to remain silence. Than all I can ever do is just to remain silence, behind you, supporting you. I jolly well knew it that we do not have much time for each other. You are busy. I chiong work. I knew you could not accompany me, that's why I work. Very upset that all these would lead to a misunderstanding, that thought has never came to my mind. Sad, disappointed.

Let's just work hard towards our own life. Till my very last breath.

ilu, imu & inu.

Stress.

Negliance.

Alone.