Because I love you too much .

What the hell am I doing ? Fuck

Which girl would be able to take it when her boyfriend had his ex as his buddy ? Can your ex lover be your buddy ? Can you all be so close ? I don't like it . I just dont like it . Am I being selfish ? Am I thinking too much ?

I hate myself for feeling this way whenever you guys have gathering . I seriously hate myself . I should give you your freedom and let you choose your buddy . But it was my heart that does not allow me to do so . My heart is hurting bad .

No matter what , I know she is going to be your buddy forever . I'm just being demanding . My fault , my bad . I'm the baddest gf .

It's better for me to keep quiet. Now I know , I should have kept quiet.

Feeling so imperfect . I hate this feeling . Why is the world so small ? Perhaps , it's meant to be, it's fated. I can't stop feeling inferior . Not the girl . Not the perfect one .

Sometime , I wished I don't know certain things . Self denial ? Feigning ignorance ? Over sensitive ? I just dOnt like it . Any couples that broke up , are impossible to be friends anymore .

Sometime , I wished I don't know certain things . Self denial ? Feigning ignorance ? Over sensitive ? I just dOnt like it . Any couples that broke up , are impossible to be friends anymore .