Which girl would be able to take it when her boyfriend had his ex as his buddy ? Can your ex lover be your buddy ? Can you all be so close ? I don't like it . I just dont like it . Am I being selfish ? Am I thinking too much ?

I hate myself for feeling this way whenever you guys have gathering . I seriously hate myself . I should give you your freedom and let you choose your buddy . But it was my heart that does not allow me to do so . My heart is hurting bad .

No matter what , I know she is going to be your buddy forever . I'm just being demanding . My fault , my bad . I'm the baddest gf .