This is indeed tiring . I tried very best to juggle with work, u, studies and family . No joke, it's real tiring. I always look forward to your book out. But when you're in camp, I slogged myself with work, mdp, payroll, settle school stuff, go through cldp . It's not easy, not easy . Sometimes being with you I just yearn for you to givee one big hug and tell me everything gonna be okay . I know something my face look like theres no expression or I simply do not want to speak is because I'm real tired, but you didn't notice. Instead of letting me rest, I tried to accompany you even though I don't like LAN gaming, I don't like arcade fishing . Do you know what I really want? Do you know in your car ytd I almost cried when you scold me? Nah, I dont even know if you would read this . Doesn't matter. Probably I just can't be as important as her. I'm just not good enough.