I really dont like the way you make me angry. Please, do not make me angry again okay? I love your embrance, I love your smell, I love you calling me Bai Chi, Ben Dan, Qing Ai De, Darling, Honey, Dear... Anything you name it. But, once I found out if you call any other girls the same way you call me, than, probably I'm not the special one in your heart. I don't care if it was meant to be "play play" or was it real, or you just say for the sake of saying it. To me, its about the respect you have towards your partner. Call me selfish, probably yes, I am selfish because I cant accept it if my partner calls another girl the same way he calls me...Probably it was all the past, probably it happened when we just got together, probably that girl is just a normal friend, but ya, I just dont like it. I know how to draw a clear straight line between me and other guys, I always wanted my partner to do the same to me too.


Love, how to treat one with proper treatment? Probably, remembering all the promises, remembering anniversary dates, dropping a simple sms just to wish me a happy anniversary... probably, I would be so glad enough and delighted.

I guess, partly, the fault lies in me. I do not know how to express myself when I feel hurt.



Baby, I just want to go back to the past.


Day to day, it seemed like I'm slowly closing my heart against you.... I'm afraid at any point of time you would hurt me. Till the day I stopped asking myself this question: How much do you love me? Than that would be the day I totally have 100% faith in you.


Love,
Bai Chi