I never thought that I would come to this stage in my life. I thought I was a strong girl all along . I hope I can control myself and hoping things get better after 15 June. Sometimes , whatever I do is forever not enough , I can never be that perfect manager. Ya , I choose this path , I will just have to bite on tightly and move on. The more people says that my life is nothing and not stress , the more agitated I feel , the more I hate my life , the more I want to move myself away from others . I need someone to talk to , someone who truly understand me. Why am I worrying over small issues ? Getting upset over past events . Getting that kind of anxiety . No one understand !